This has been a huge week for me. I officially started my business to coach women who have experienced narcissistic abuse. It has been a passion of mine for over 10 years to help others. My first business which was started in 2012 was to teach others how to get their power back and manifest. It was ironic that I was doing self empowerment seminars since I had no idea that I was giving all of my power away to an abusive narcissist. Maybe that's why he chose 2013 as the time to ask for a divorce. Maybe he saw the writing on the wall -- as I taught others to harness their power, I'd get my own back. I do believe it was a tactic to further control me and destroy my sense of self. It was that very person and those experiences that propelled me to start coaching other narcissistic abuse victims.
I've been writing this blog for a year and recently started running a support group. After a series of events regarding my employment, I decided to take the plunge. It's terrifying to start something new especially since I've decided not to go back to work full-time. Every time I think about it, my stomach turns. It's a risky financial decision but it also gives me the freedom to build this business. I no longer want to be tied to a desk spending my time making money for others instead of making it for myself. I've been extremely busy all week, but I've been spending my time doing what I want to do. I'll keep doing the action and trust that everything will fall into place just as it should. There's still a lot of work to be done. Setting up the legal business aspects, marketing plans, a business plan, etc. While I finish setting up the foundation, I'll continue to visualize the end result.
I'll admit in spite of my bravery, there's also a lot of fear behind it. The very first self help book I read was "Feel the Fear and Do It Anyway". That book left a lasting impression on me and I've lived by that mantra ever since. As I step into the unknown, I am channeling my fear into action. Whether it's focusing on my course or revamping my website, I'm actively working towards my goal of being 100% self employed in a year. Stay tuned... soon women will have the opportunity to meet with me one-on-one for online coaching sessions.
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